| ok so im sittin here meltin in sorrow...listenin 2 da only good thing my ex ever gave me...mixed cd's. so 4 those who were missing my super hero alter ego...emo teen... she's back and probably for a while. she's goin nowhere until my ex comes bak from upstate cuz he's da only peron besides ramona who can really get into my mind. so yea...expect me 2 sit here and rot and gain at least 12 more pounds in the next week....the ice cream is lookin so good rite now.....or should i just starve myself for a while. o wellz...watever i decide u'll c the results of soon enough. ahhh...i hate this angst ridden life i live. and i already know why im like this..its cuz i bring it on myself.... but how 2 burn that into my head and make it stay there is the problem.grr...y must he disappear. i know im selfish..but o welz rite now is just such a sensitive tyme 4 me tank god we're on vacation. every single thought of self-inflicted pain has ran through my head...they all sound so fun rite now. wow i really sound insane dont i. o wells. ok this is enough of me 4 now. if i feel even more suicidal i'll be sure 2 let u all know...nitey nite kiddies......... |
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| im bak...im bak...im happi and crap.... but dat doesnt mean i've forgotten things. i even had a hitlist for a few days. but then i realized certain ppl just aren't worth my tears so i've turned a new lease on life. imma go running on a regular basis.... anton is makin sure i stick 2 a diet.... and imma finally dust off my ab lounge. so thnx 2 those who cared enough 2 reach out....i luv my friends and fam....and i hate all others. case closed. so now i must go play ddr...bai bai my kiddies.. |
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| fuck the world
fuck spanish teachers
fuck group members who don't do their work
fuck backstabbing friends
fuck ex boyfriends co-workers
so in short....fuck you if u have ever crossed me.. thought of crossing me ... or r going to cross me.
im tired of being lil mis happy bliss and still have the world hate me..
y do they hate me?...o they have no fucking reason...they just go on rumors and lies and believe evrything they hear...but do they come and talk to yours truely????... o hell no
so fuck you all...hope u all die in a damn ditch somewhere
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| ahh.... wtf is the question of the day.... so "wtf???"
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| ok so im sittin here...jordan rushed me off da fone cuz he's typin his xanga, i'm waitin 4 my hair 2 dye and im bored.... so y da hell not?.....its dat tyme of year again..valetines day... and wat am i doin.... well hopefully on monday me and jay will be able 2 make it 2 da movies after my chorus practice and on tuesday im gettin a bunch of meanless gifts from 2 of my friends....( they're meaningless cuz i made them get it 4 me.. ). but da 1 person i wanna spend dat day wit... i cant so im pissed by dat. but o wells. theres just so much more i wish we could together but its just not goin da way i want.
i snowed!!!!!!!!!....and im luvin it. i like 2 look out my window and not c chicken head runnin round and sleepin 2 da sound of 1 bus passin evry 3 hours...its sexi..it wont last but its still sexi. and bloomberg better not cancel skool 2mrrw cuz dats da only day im guranteed 2 c my baby and i'll be damned if a few inches of snow are gonna get in da way.
ok im bored now...and seein as how i fufilled my goal of xangerly randomness imma go blissy bai bai now
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